Even though we fought and argued on occasion and i wasn't home much last year due to sports, I miss my family like crazy! Look at those good lookin kids ha! I miss Kyle constantly reminding me how much better he is at things and having to be right. I miss pesting him to try and get a hug which we both knew would never happen. I miss how he was my really good friend and i could talk to him about a lot of things especially when i had a problem i knew he had my back! I miss seeing his stinkin face every day at school ha and bugging him in front of his friends. I miss Brit aka Luffa for all his funny comments! I miss him for telling me i look ok every day (even though he rarely looked ha). I miss our talks about everything!!!! Its weird how i could trust a 13 year old with everything and knew he would say exactly what i needed to hear. I miss his constant hugs and for telling me he loved me! Ridge, what a gem! I miss him for making me laugh. He was always doing something so random, how could you not laugh. I know i wasn't always the best big sister to him which i regret a ton being here at school but i really do love him. He always has time to talk to me here when everyone is busy and it makes my day probably even more than he realizes! He even mailed me a school picture and wrote me a note which i hate to admit i teared up a little bit. Terin, where do i even begin! I miss that darling little girl because no matter how nasty i looked or how grumpy i was she always loved me, and was constantly reminding me she does. Her sweet hugs or her pictures she draws and leaves at random places in the house. What a blessing my 11 year apart twin is.
Now this woman i cant even think about without tearing up. I miss my best friend right now. More than i ever thought i would. I miss our talks, i miss our laughs, i just miss her. She is such an example to me in everything and i hope i can grow up and be half as amazing as she is. Txting her all day and sporadic phone calls just aren't the same as being with her. She always knew what to say and do and how to make things better. Ha heck i even miss her food! I Love my mom more than anything and miss her like crazy!
Look how cute we are ha!!! :)
Now this man i miss terribly too. I miss being silly with him, i miss our deep talks about life, i miss his advice even when i don't always listen. I miss how he would make me take a step back and think about things, he always calmed me down. I miss his hugs and having to say i love my daddy if i was being grumpy. I miss going to the taco truck with him. I just miss my daddy.
Even when he tried to look mean and grumpy, we all knew he was a big teddy bear that wouldn't hurt a fly!!
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE college. I love the experience, the people, the fun times, and the life lessons i have learned. I am just having a pity party for myself right now i think ha. I wouldn't trade this experience for anything and know i am supposed to be here but sometimes i just get a little homesick and miss my family. I know they will always be there for me and that is something i am so thankful for. My family is everything to me!
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